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They make very go=d tea here in China. Specially for white tea. I can send you

some in NY if=you'd like :)

I see a young girl genuinely happy enjoying every moment of her Life. Tell me what should I change? What do you want from me? You come into my life, you disappear, you always make me feel as if there is something wrong, it seems that you want to punish me for anything. This is the way I am. Everyday I grow and learn something new, discovering new places, new cultures, new people. Life is a continuous discovery and should be fun. Not a pain in the ass. If you really are my friend you should accept me the way I am and not try to change me all the time in things that I am not. However, I am happy to learn anything that can help me grow in a better person. Goodnight

And maybe if I receive so much love from other people=is also because I gave a lot. It's mutual

I don't think so. =ou see, for example I'm going to Beijing now and I will be welcomed?=A0by my chinese friend. When he came to for the first time I spe=ed days staying with him, showing him all the beautiful places, taking him =ut to dinner and trying to make him happy ect... Now that I am coming=he told me he will come to pick me at the airport. When I answered it=wasn't necessary he told me: " you treated me like a prince in yo=r country, I want you to be a princess in mine, you are my italian best fr=end" he did everything for me. This makes me think ='m not such a horrible person as you say.

In your own words. I want to change. I understand I manipulate people and lie my way through life I want to change you tell me over and over. Then when you are too lazy to do so it goes to I'm happy with life

no thanks= , I think i more important that you start thinking of things =ther

than what you want. get, take, etc..

i thank god for all i got.? =C241) not how i can give , but for all I GOT=/ again

i never said you are not gra=eful, not sure why you are finding it so hard to understand,=C24, you think of getting getting getting and then getting,

I'm sorry if you feel like I'm not giving enough to you. You know I'm always ready and happy to do things that can make you happy. You are just making it impossible all the time finding new reasons to have a discussion... If you want something just tell me. I don't understand what did I do wrong. You say I never give which is the opposite of what people tell me. Since I'm in China you never asked me once if I was ok. I was always the first asking you to skype and trying to talk to you making sure you were fine... I wrote you an email telling you I could send you some tea (don't see anything wrong with it). Anyways I'm fine and I arrived safe in Beijing. Thank you for asking. Hope you are well

Why shouldn't I be happy? I'm 21, I'm traveling to a new country, being with amazing friends, discovering new ways of living, transferring to Paris, going to a new school and all this because of you. Isn't it enough to be happy?

WHAT HAS CHANGED ZERO

I think I made a lot of changes in a positive way.