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I'm about to have a nervous breakdown, I can't get out of bed. I want to die.

Good job.

I don't understand why you are acting this way with me. I'm doing my best it's never enough, always a criticism. When you say "you should always be yourself to yourself" does this mean I need to be fake with others? When I am happy you always find a way to pull me down. Do you think in this way I'll do well in school? How can I concentrate? It's impossible. I'm not morally strong enough for this. Saying you are "glad" of my sadness is evil. I wonder why you never say it when things go well.