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Because a psychologist is someone you have to see regularly. It's a process that takes time in order to untie the knots that you keep inside you.

i see this as one more message about what you want or need. it is always the same

yes, you want more help. i understand . . you told me the exact same thing in italy exactly. I gave you money for the doctor then. why is now different

Jeffrey,

I have a huge void in my heart. I miss my dad terribly and I feel I cannot blossom without that figure close to me. I have a big lack of confidence and affection. I'm craving for love all the time. I have no one to tell my accomplishments or my saddest times to and no one who supports me day to day. For me you were the closest person I could have to a real father but you left and now, once again I feel completely abandoned. I tend to fall into depressions very often because of this and tend to isolate myself from the rest of the world. I don't want this to happen again. I either need to see a psychologist to whom I can talk at least once a week or go to the gym and have a personal trainer which I think would give me discipline and would be very good for my body & soul. Both are very expensive for me but If you could help me with one of the two I would greatly appreciate it because I think I would feel more positive, better with myself and maybe also a bit stronger.

I told you that I'm falling into a big depression, I gave you suggestions on how to fight it in a healthy way in order to avoid mental sickness. I didn't ask for money to go in vacation but to cure myself.