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i see this as one more message about what you want or need. it is always the same.

yes, you want more help. i understand. you told me the exact same thing in italy exactly. I gave you money for the doctor then. why is now different.

I'm not accusing anyone. I'm just telling you how I feel inside. That's exactly the reason I asked for a doctor. I need someone to speak to when I am sad and that I know will not block me but understand me when I need to talk and maybe help me to change in a better way. I have no one to speak to when I'm sad. You may leave your parents when you are 16 but they will always be there for you. All my girlfriends when they have problems or not they call their dads and no matter what they are always there for them to support and talk. Even if they leave at 16 they still see each other and be in contact. I'm very grateful for the things I have but I miss it terribly and whatever charity I'll do my dad will never revive.

I wrote you a very nice message trying to help find an interior designer and you didn't answer...

i asked for an italian decorator you spent 20 minutes, and then did nothing to help. as usual, most people leave their parents at 16. yours left earlier. you have gone your own way and alienated friends and family. you need to change your behavior, not to tell professional doctors the same old story. and then try to fool the doctors. you need to help others. think of others. stop lying manipulating. deceiving. you know you are doing wrong just STOP. and be careful as i will block you if you continue to accuse and whine. neither me nor anyone else has sympathy for someone that repeatedly breaks her promises word and does not think of others only herself.

not true it is more about self absorbed self focus. you already have too much. help children. join a charity that i will support.