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Jeffrey,

I have a huge void in my heart. I miss my dad terribly and I feel I cannot blossom without that figure close to me. I have a big lack of confidence and affection. I'm craving for love all the time. I have no one to tell my accomplishments or my saddest times to and no one who supports me day to day. For me you were the closest person I could have to a real father but you left and now, once again I feel completely abandoned. I tend to fall into depressions very often because of this and tend to isolate myself from the rest of the world. I don't want this to happen again. I either need to see a psychologist to whom I can talk at least once a week or go to the gym and have a personal trainer which I think would give me discipline and would be very good for my body and soul. Both are very expensive for me but If you could help me with one of the two I would greatly appreciate it because I think I would feel more positive, better with myself and maybe also a bit stronger.