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its always the same

I don't feel comfortable doing these things, showing my naked body on a webcam... and you know. I'm not an exhibitionist. You can't turn me in something I am not. I'm too vulnerable and fragile in this moment. when I speak to you I can never really let go. You say you don't care about how I feel and that you don't want to be stressed. I can't concentrate and do things right in this state. It's too hard...

you always have a reason.