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I am very sorry you are feeling so low. I think you should take time to really sort yourself out. you have always followed your OWN advice„ done what you wanted , and believed that was the only way. You have focused on you , and only you. IT is not surprising that you miss that life.

IT was only about you. you and you.. For years , you felt that our friendship concerned Ted, you were the only one that never came to vist, you were the only one that didn;t call, you were the only one that screamed repeatedly that you didn't want to be involved. '

you chose to ignore my friendship for near twenty years, why because you were concerned about YOU , I paid millions and millions of dollars , so that you wouldn't have problems„ Your boyfriend , was and still is a mdiwestt farmer, with no taste and or culture, a beer drinking druggy, You can make belive otherwise but not to me.. Your self focus, is destroying you.. You are wass