Hi Jeffrey.

Mi Jeffrey. In trying to figure out what I should do for employment and why it has been so hard for me to stick with any of the choices I have made in the past (often bc I have been asked to leave) I have been consulting some shrinks. I suppose I have known this on my own anyway, but they have reaffirmed that it's bc I'm crazy. I was diagnosed w "anorexia and bulimic tendencies" when I was 12 and 12 years later it has claimed itself my full time job that won't even pay rent. Every counseling center I have been to hoping to find they offer a quick fix has instead said I need to be in an "in-patient" program. I have been speaking with this woman, Patricia Pitts, who has persuaded me to listen. I've been feeling desperate lately but also confused.,well, maybe this has been a longer phase than just of lately. In any case, I felt like you have known that I have had an inaccurate sense of my desperation and is not something that will be fixed by a school. Not that you would have known that it is as pathetic as an eating disorder. I don't feel like I can wait for something to change but of course, once again my financial limitations make doing anything about it difficult. This woman, Dr. Pitts, thinks I should go into their "transitional living program" at Bella Vita in California (which is where I still am). Is this something you can help it be possible for me to do? That sentence makes my stomach turn and I really am sorry to ask for help especially when I haven't even seen you in a year. Please call me when you can.