My summer

Good morning Jeffrey, how r u? What r u doing all days? How do u feel being free?I had pretty interresting week...many things happend... Grandpa died...he has been sick for a while tho..that's why I didn't go to st tropez but flu back home..a week before that I quit smoking...cuz I felt kike its the right time and I was feeling ill..my lungs and cought...I was doing really well until that death. I was down so cigarettes helped me but I'm planning to quit soon again. And since I was home I decided that its a right time to end up things with Richie....it was going nowhere..I mean I had a great time with him and I was very happy but when I think about it I was doing nothing else..not moving forward..just wasting my time to hang out with him and going out every night and thinking about my outfits to the clubs...although I learn few things about sex...and it helped me a lot , actually YOU helped me a lot. ( Thank u again for that )...well so I thought the best way to end it FOR GOOD is to tell him that I got back together with my ex...cause I was very sad and my ex was supporting me ....it was paintfull for me to end it and lie to him like this but I feel like it was a good decision..maybe not the best way to end it but at least I closed all my back up doors to get back to him.... Sent from my BlackBerry0 wireless handheld.