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I understand you legitinate concern about not spending enough time„ so here is waht i believe to be a constructuve , fair suggestion.. we celebrate our anniversary this monday or tuesay.( your choice ), no one at the house but you and me, no work , -- a full day of " visitation ,with contact ".. lets see if we can start again..-- this weekend , jean luc, and steve kosslyn and his wife are already scheduled. I would like to bring jean down to help .. I'd prefer if you were to arrive on sun night or monday ( your choice ). you may want to get your lips shot again. -- I want you us to succeed, and will try . promise

Jeffrey, so basically you are going to break your promise because you would rather spend the weekend with Jenna. This is not just two more days, this weekend means waiting another 6 weeks before we can try again. I timed my trip so you would get exactly 2 weeks before I needed to be back, I am sure you remember I left on thursday instead of monday. I did what you wanted.

Can you see that I can't trust what you tell me will or will not happen anymore. I find myself having to question every agreement we have made (no prostitutes staying in the house, in our bed, movies, naps, two weeks Alone, baby...)

I would like to not have to worry that if you tell me something it will change the minute I look away. Your last minute suggestion to spend THIS weekend with prostitutes is just too much for me to handle. I can't live like this anymore, I'd rather have nothing to expect and therefore nothing to worry about.

I think starting fresh is a good idea. How about we start from 0. I think since we first met our needs have changed and some things that were important back then are not a priority anymore... My suggestion is for a month from monday, forget about every rule or agreement we made in the past 6 years...bring your prosties to bed, watch movies, take naps,hug them kiss them, have them live at the house, let sarah act like she is in charge of the staff, bring anybody you want - kate or dasha, jcnna..,forgct about my ovulation this weekend, and I get to spend my time as I like. Its not a trick. You have it in writing.

What photo is better the young innocent fat girl in the blue dress or the pretty figter jet assassin? If I get my lips done, I'd like to do the real thing not water.. Two weeks healing time is too much for just one day of yummy lips.

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