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I don't know, let me think about it

• I don't want you to worry. My loyalty to you is unconditional as I told you many times before. There is nothing you can do to lose it. I am on your side. I will never do anything that could hurt you or cause you problems even if the outcome is bad for me and I will always help you when you are in trouble.

• I bet it is a personality disorder but lucky for you I have it.

My bodyguard is on antibiotics with a flu so she can't go.

• I love you but I feel much safer with a t the moment. I think it would be very unhealthy to have another argument or 'discussion' at the house right now. I don't know what to do. I'll come if you promise me not to start a fight. Otherwise I just can't handle it this soon.

I never questioned nor worried about your loyalty, nor - hopefully - did you mine.

Really? I wish I could say that but how could I not worry. You have told me to get the fuck out of your house at a moment's notice, you threatened to throw me out of my apartment to teach me a lesson, hurt me and told me I can only learn flying until I run out of money. You did as little as possible to keep your promise to have a baby and nothing at all since you told me to stop using the monitors. You suggest even my clothes are really yours because I bought them with money you gave me and you just sent me away for a month without ever asking if I needed anything. I don't know what is going to happen with us but I can't put myself in a position where you can snap your fingers and throw me on the street. I never thought you were capable of that but now I feel the person I trusted and knew always had my back, is gone. And despite all that, I wanted you to know I still have yours and I always will, that's all.