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You have no right to tell me to leave because it's 'easier'. I did nothing wrong with respect to our agreement even though you have been breaking the deal by nagging for 2 days straight about me being a spoiled brat, about my cooking, about my body.. What happened to the part about leaving the past behind. You repeated 10 times that something was wrong with the soup today and then came upstairs to say it again and inform me that Jeanluc wants to tell me too. I heard you the first time, I know you didn't like the tomatoes and JL doesn't like onions..

I am not leaving for 2 weeks since I did not break the deal in any way whatsoever. I warned you in my last email about not threatening me and 'solving' arguments by telling me to leave. Two days ago you threatened to take away your money if you don't get what you want from me. You even made a comment the socks you gave Roza were really yours because I buy everything using YOUR money. You remind me I live in YOUR house and therefore you feel you can throw me out whenever you please and tell me to stay away. I guess you feel powerful because you can take flying away from me. You think its a good idea to stop me from spending time learning things I like to learn just because you might get what you want when I am not able to fly. I have no interest in your money but using it as a leverage after 6 years of being with someone is disgusting. I don't want to be with someone who is capable of saying that to me over and over again and you clearly don't want to be with someone who can't make soup and serve food so let's not do this anymore. I have had enough and I think we are both done. I am going to buy a bigger suitcase and some boxes and leave tomorrow as you suggested. I feel badly for Jeanluc being involved in this. I will not discuss this with him and I will do my best not to make this situation uncomfortable for him and your other guest.

I love you

I will stay in the blue room tonight. Sent via BlackBerry by AT&T