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had you acted like an adult, and said jeffrey i have thought about yesterday, my behavior is unexplainable even to be, i understnd you are upset and very unhappy i will try to do something about it, i accept respoenbility for my actions and realize i need help, it would be different, to continue to ignore my implogin you to stop, continue to ignroe that you wouldnt bitch about girls, to continue to ignore your making things impossible . it could have been different,, I HAVE HAD ENOUGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I HAVE thought about last night but you threw a bunch of emails at me again early in the morning, avoiding an actual conversation, while you are well aware I will not discuss this in emails. I understand you have had enough. I am going for a drive.