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It is awkward, you only focus on one side of our agreements, " but you said " . not at all on what you yourself ,said, agreed, did. You focused on your parents selling your dog. not the actions that ledup to it.and the role you played. IT is awkward because you have refused to look at the gauges, i have pointed your head,, asked profesional s to tell you , frineds to encourage you, I have spent years , jumping up and down, asking how can i get you to look, you suggest that others are all paid by me so that they are misleading you re the instruments. telling you there are consequences that follow from ignoring theguages, you consistently choose to ignore all and follow how your feel. I have been and always will be a friend. You said you were not

You like to use strong words like I will always take care of you, I will always be your friend or nothing will change, but they don't mean anything if I have to look for the small print and find a hundred restrictions. It's like a bad banking commercial. You either mean what you say or not. I don't have the energy to argue with you and be miserable again. I am in a very peaceful mood and I am not surprised or even angry that you are trying to back out yet again.

Selling my dog was unreasonably harsh and absolutely not justified by my actions leading up to it. It didn't work out so well for my parents but you can be as viscious as you like. You make it sound like there is a higher power that's going to punish me for my actions or inactions but there is only you. You get to choose how you treat me so all that matters is what's in your head. I think your gauges are broken but I am done trying to convince you to look at mine.

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