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I'll do all that i can to help you with your grandest project„ though I'm getting older and want to become someone, known for something.

i don't like the term work for you, instead i'll be a life long love and you compensate me for my creativity as your 'design muse'... I like that.

I responded no, i explained that a muse was someone who was focused on the others pleasure inspiration and creativity. not someone that focused on what they have gotten, what others were getting, how they were going to make their mark . All respectable but non-muse like goals. I suggested what i needed was for you to work and get things done,.. For that there would be compensation, but i was skeptical as your record showed you consistantly promising but nit delivering „ you thought that characterziation was unfair, At the ranch , you left the room in tears when i stressed that results mattered, ( with respect to compensation )not intentions. I hate this tenson, it is unproductive for both you and I.. I have tried for years to get your feet on the ground and encourage your success.. I am not going to give up on you. what would you like to do. ?

both what ? i will be able to talk in about 30 minutes

sorry, things do not work like that„ you need to follow directions„ not assert yourself into things wilily nilly sorry„

then its harder for me to take charge and get things done, no? i can either lead or go with the group but its infinitely harder to ensure success, at least for me, that way.

I think I should go straight to New York not Paris„ to Zeffs office and use that as a base to co-ordinate getting the cabbanna's finished. You do by the way get both from me.

we need to drop the direction of this conversation. I can fly on Wednesday, i will select the flight and forward to: so she can book it.