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I had a psychiatrist for dinner last. night. He postulated that certain women , view themselves and value themselves based on their thoughts, while society bases its value on actions.

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Just more talk . Exactly the opposite of what is needed .

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I truly believe being of service to others is the key to a life well lived.

My massive contention in all of this is that I showed up for you ( bar the furniture and Paris which was really my misinterpretation based on lack of clarity as to what you wanted/needed, I was responsible, well organized and committed.

So, the hard part is that I really believed i was doing a good job for you, and that already is a term riddled with complication because if you view it as society would ( not as you would ) I wasn't just doing a job for you we were intimate together these last nine months. which moreover puts me in the category of mistress, but if i were a mistress alone, a mistress to a man of your calibre, the exchange of equivalent value between you and I ( since we're viewing it from the viewpoint of society ) was more than fair, which makes the torture of what i DON'T do for you , really difficult to comprehend and painful because its a sense of i give, i give and its never enough!

And it only gets confusing because there is always such a tundra of intensity and thus possibility between us all the time.