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Jeffrey, I care about you tremendously as opposed of what you think. I'm sorry you don't see it... I'm not able to provide you with expensive things such as trips or school and material goods but in my small way I try to do my best to make you happy.

I am extremely grateful for what you are doing and I wish I could do the same for you... For instance, I'm always thinking of something nice that could make you smile but the distance doesn't make it easy... You told me I should exercise because you didn't like my "fat ass" so I'm doing it and looked for a ballet class. I stopped smoking and drinking, I'm trying to have good grades in school to not disappoint you, I went to China because you said it was an experience I should do (you were right, I'm super happy I did it), I flew from Milan to the island for 2 days just to see you, gave you all my love and trying to take care of you when with you. I had a Trisom with for you and did something I would have never done but did it by overcoming my fear for you.. I know that most of these things are also for me but trying to change in a better person to be serious in Life is mostly for you. I gave you all my trust and trusted you 100% , told you all about me even things that no one else new because you are everything to me and I'd give my life for you. The only thing I can tell you right now is a huge Thank you and if there is anything I can do for you just let me know.

I miss you everyday.

Ps: Remember that the letter I wrote for your birthday came from the bottom of my heart and I mean it forever.

good katch

hahaha Katch ??!!