Re:
https://finance.yahoo.com/news/former-google-career-coach-shares-192=57773.html https://finance.yahoo.com/news/former=google-career-coach-shares-192457773.html =C2 . 1 instead of recognition of your res=onsibility , and ackowledgment of your wrongdoing. =C2 you continue to whine - poor me . how could you?. = to your family and me. . instead of keeping your word. = email after email saying NOW i realize that i must do somethi=gs differently, I promise i will change , try etc. =C2 you continue on your own repeated path again and again. = I only wish you well. you want to be an influence= , you must excercise. . you know that , but eat instead. . =C2 you want to be a model you should probably do as most girls d= and get their noses redone for photos. . . you didnt want a p=rt time job, though temporary for fear of it becoming your life. =C2 all silly. you are smart and beautiful. you need=to work
I have never thought you would abandon me like this, ever.
These are my goals:
Photography: Learning photography because it's my real passion ( after Jeffrey ) and I have an eye for it. Starting by becoming a photographer's assistant in order to master a camera, the light and learn all the basics.
Next: being represented by Next as an influencer not just because of my name but as a professional photographer and promote my work or fashion brands.
Acting classes ( if possible)
Train regularly and keep a healthy lifestyle
I will work hard in order to achieve these goals.
I love you so much Jeffrey, I just want to make you happy and if there is anything I can give you or do for you please let me know. I mean it.
I am trying to do things differently in order to grow, build my identity and stand up on my own two feet as I said... You are the one person that has always been there for me and the only one I could really rely on. I just didn't expect you would let me go like this after everything... I would like to do something for you to show you my gratitude. I know I've lost a lot of time, patience of yours, credibility and made many mistakes by repeating the same wrong path over and over- I apologize for this. I will never be thankful enough. Thanks to you I've learned so many things that without your support I would have probably never known. You taught me so much about life and myself that I can only be thankful with you. I want to make you happy and I'm sorry I've disappointed you. It's by falling that one learns to walk and thanks to all of these mistakes that I have done over and over I've finally cleared up my mind and understood what are my real goals ( for real )
I'm sure you might think that photography is not a real job but it can turn into one if I do it well. At the beginning I will earn no money with it since I have to learn and I will probably need to work in a shop or something to earn some money. My question is how do I learn by assisting a photographer if I work in a shop all day ?? How can I earn money to pay my rent and living and in the same time learn a new skill in order to grow in that specific field ? I'm not sure how I should manage this...
if I was smart and beautiful as you said I would be already successful and you would probably be with me instead of ignoring me. I don't even have a degree now