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I have never thought you would abandon me like this, ever.
https://finance.yahoo.com/news/former-google-career-coach-shares-192457773.html
Instead of recognition of your responsibility, and acknowledgment of your wrongdoing, you continue to whine - poor me. How could you? To your family and me. Instead of keeping your word, email after email saying NOW I realize that I must do somethings differently, I promise I will change, try etc. you continue on your own repeated path again and again. I only wish you well. You want to be an influencer, you must exercise. You know that, but eat instead. You want to be a model you should probably do as most girls do and get their noses redone for photos. You didn't want a part-time job, though temporary for fear of it becoming your life. All silly. You are smart and beautiful. You need to work.
These are my goals:
- Next: being represented by Next as an influencer not just because of my name but as a professional photographer and promote my work or fashion brands.
- Acting classes (if possible)
- Train regularly and keep a healthy lifestyle
I will work hard in order to achieve these goals.
I love you so much Jeffrey, I just want to make you happy and if there is anything I can give you or do for you please let me know. I mean it.
I'm sure you might think that photography is not a real job but it can turn into one if I do it well. At the beginning I will earn no money with it since I have to learn and I will probably need to work in a shop or something to earn some money. My question is how do I learn by assisting a photographer if I work in a shop all day? How can I earn money to pay my rent and living and in the same time learn a new skill in order to grow in that specific field? I'm not sure how I should manage this...
Ps: I am meeting with Jean Baptiste Huynh the photographer on Friday (we went at his studio together once). I think he is the perfect base to start with if I want to learn about photography especially for the use of light. He is excellent in this and I could learn a lot from him. I love his work
It's not whining, it's the truth
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