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I'm in the Middle East 0 PRis in 10 days. Bad internet

Sorry, do you think this is some type of threat to me.? I wish you well. at least for now. so sending me multiple emails (which I have just seen) or messages is not in your interest. You find yourself in the position that is a result of your own actions. - no more no less. I am confident that you will find a path on your own. I remind you that if I receive one more bad email, you will not speak to me for ONE YEAR. I'm sure you will find work.

Sorry to hear about grandmother. . all the rest is merely the result of your actions. not taking school seriously when you had the chance. . fighting with your mother. . prioritizing parties instead of work and future. breaking every deal you had with me including lying about the school I had paid for. keep asking for work, you will find some.

parties instead o= skills. travel instead of being serious at school, mang=ni, U of P. . basic math , from two ye=rs ago. no attempt. . I m very sorry to hear how difficu=t you are finding things. at some time you will ha=e to recognzie the role you played in getting here. it d=dnt just happen.

I know it didn't just happen and I assume =y responsibilities.. Does this means that I should stay in this situation =orever because of my previous mistakes ? I'm starting to underst=nd how life works.. it's not easy, actually it's very scary and wi=d. I feel like I've been thrown in a jungle all of a sudden surrounded=by lions. You've always told me that school is unusfull and internship= ( even if in good companies, like I've always found ) as well since t=ey are not paied so it was a waste of time. Now I'm working very hard =s a babysitter from Sam to 8pm, a paied job ( the kind of job you've a=ways told me to do) and assisting the photographer when I can in order to =earn something interesting ( babysitting is not very interesting and it Hs taking most of my time and energy) but it's paied... How long shoul= I work as a babysitter in order to be successful ? Do you think this is g=tting me on the right path ?

If I had continued my school, in January 2018 = would have had my degree. Now I will be a babysitter forever...

Except for the film class

you had not ta=en any real classes , get over it, you have refuse= advice , taken help for granted, lied about school took=silly classes. and then complain