Re:

Jeffrey I apologize

for what? exactly?

I apologize for not taking things seriously, lying, arguing and making you lose your patience

For taking the movie class without telling you, my bad grades, not attending classes for driving in Milan and fashion shows, cooking salmon pasta and arguing, lying in the sun after you told me to go pack, using the stereo without your permission, talking too much, not throwing the shrimps, not being able to express myself on the sex stuff...

Forgive my stupidity, recklessness and selfishness. Forgive me if I caused you troubles, if I lied and if I didn't live up to any of my promises. Forgive my bad manners and my lack of discipline. I am so ashamed of myself. I keep changing my mind all the time. I am lost. I always think I know better but I know nothing. I was wrong in everything and did everything wrong.