Re: CV

Your budget of 8000 e per month means 8000 times 12 - 96000 euros a year, and this is after tax is paid. So you would need a job that pays 150k euros just to be even every year.

Do you think I can find a job that pays this much without a degree? Here in France they don't even look at you if you don't have a master... At least for a well paid job... Maybe I'm wrong

Degree + mba?

Ok. What should I do? Cut gym, travels, clothes, restaurants, social life.... How much my budget should be if I start working?

How much is ████ paid for her job?

The maximum I can earn now

Is the company paying: more than 30k now that she gained experience?

I guess you should buy airline tickets with money you don't have. Buy clothes with money you need for other things. Behave as a spoiled child. And argue with people that are trying to help. Since you take the advice of others ask them for help. Ask your mother, your friends all the people that you continue to quote to me to help you.

i told you works hard, you said I don't want to be a. i told you to get an internship you told me i want to be free. I told you that telling anyone about you stealing money would be a problem, you said what do you think im stupid, why would i want anyone to know.

Why are you recalling all those things that happened in the past? Always pulling me down for everything. When you told me I needed an education I thought you meant I had to go to university. Why did you make me study for the Toefl? Why did you even start paying for my school if it was to stop in the middle of the year? I apologized over and over for the things I did. In Paris I was in a bad mood because you were repeatedly telling me "now what are you going to do" I didn't expect you wanted to stop with my school and I got into panic being totally destabilized. I have feelings as well... I spent most of my money to come to see you in NY to apologize for my bad mood and have fun and instead of seeing the positive side of it you've seen only negatives. I know it wasn't very clever but it was something totally spontaneous that I did with the heart without thinking of the consequences. When you told me to get an internship I said ok and sent emails (Gagosian, Chanel and Dior). When I told you I was scared to lose my freedom doesn't mean I wasn't looking for a work. You need to understand that my fears are human since I've never really worked and don't have any knowledge or example around me. I've always tried to escape reality in some way acting like a spoiled child. My family situation is not easy and no one ever cared or gave me any example of work. I told you people around me were putting me pressure like my mother but doesn't mean I take their judgment seriously and you perfectly know my mother can't help me. In fact, I'm writing to you, not her. And if I'm writing to you it's because I think your judgement matters more than anyone else because you are really important to me and I need your help because if not I'm lost. Even if I've done many mistakes, I've always listened to all of your advices. You told me in September when you came to Paris that I wasn't serious about getting in shape, driving, school... So I changed and got more disciplined about those things. The reason I've got an appointment with Serena this afternoon for an internship is because you told me to do it, and I did follow your advice. If I wouldn't care I wouldn't even asked you to help me with my CV. For me moving to a new city and going to a real school was a total change and even if I did some mistakes I think I've also done lots of progress regarding my life and discipline thanks to you. However I'm still far to be perfect and still have lots of learning and growing. I apologize again for the stupid things I did over and over and my bad behavior... None of those things were meant to harm you.