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Tha=k you.. I'll be working the day of my birthday since they couldn't=move the shoot and will spend all August in Paris. No vacations, no boys, =o sun, no fun. My babysitting job is starting back in September.. Even for=photo assistant I will always remain at the same basic level since I'v= never went to a photo school to learn and people don't have time to t=ach. I would like to spend my time learning something new. I might have fo=nd a job in a juice bar in August... I wish I could have a real career som=where but with no skills and no studies it's impossible, that's wh= I feel that getting my butt in shape is my only way out.

You've always repeated me over an= over again "having a job means getting paid", so the month of J=ly I've earned 4K. Now that I am earning you tell me: "this is no= a real job". Then, when I ask you "can you help me find one ?&q=ot; Your answer is "I don't know anyone". So I found babysit=ing which I suppose it's a real job for you. My question is: Since l&#=9;ve got no studies, If I babysit for a period of time can I work for you =fterwards or would you help me find a better job ?

Is there any f=ture plans you have in mind for me or are you just telling me to babysit i= order to keep me busy and earn a little money since modeling is not a rea= job and I can't study? Sorry it's important for me to understand=C2

Im fine. hope your birthday is fu=. . glad to hear about photo job . your resu=es should hve been handed out months ago . when you knew summer would not =ave work, not weeks after they left . sorry . 4>=AO
you ass does look good hope it=gets you what you want.

Of course you are

and when you had the opportunit= to study you didnt . it seems you may have forgot=en. . having no resumes out , kn=wing in advance that you would have no work and violate our agreemnt=

I told yo= that I might have found a job in a juice bar for the month of August and = have my babysitting job from September till all year long. It's easy =o find basic jobs even last minute and they're the only thing I can do= I have not forgotten I had the opportunity to study and I'm not blami=g anyone except myself. I was just very immature and probably still now, b=t less.

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I hav= no plans for you AT ALL . !!! Zero just do as you please leave me out of =t

So basical=y after all the efforts I'm putting you are telling me that you see no=future for me. ZERO ??

Yo= told me it was in our agreement that I had a job, I find it normal to ask=you why and where is this leading since I've got no studies ahead.4,=A0