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I have no interest in merely repeati=g the same thing. I have no interest in reminding you ho= and why you find yourself here. you still choose to ignore yo=r past decisions against all advice . each few months you come=to a realization of ... another list of things that you shoul= have done differently. . school friends. fake pe=ple . fake opportubites. and only get angry at others and me.
When you are totally left alone it's easy to chose the wrong pat=.
you drive people away - then complain you are on=your own. you wanted to do things your way. and though b=ing told the results will be bad you continue please know ho=ever that I m sorry you find yourself in this position. truly, only=you can fix it.
I'm =ot talking about money but someone next to me guiding me through the right=path
You were told over and over. You chose to ignore because you know best . =illy
You tell, you tell but in the end you are n=t there. Telling and guiding someone are 2 distinctive things. I understan= you want your freedom but this is not the right way of treating a girl. l=tf39;ve always believed you were a good person. You made me believe you tru=y cared when in the end I was just a fuck girl for you. If you were really=sorry I ended up like this you would have done something instead of abando=ing me the way you did. You hurted my feelings like no one else. Bec=use of all this story I don't even have a qualification now and find a=real job, how do you think I'm going to fix my situation alone ?? I wa=e up everyday missing a person who doesn't give a fuck about me.
Typical answer when I say a truthful thing you don't like. An=ways you just told me and proved me you didn't have any love for me so=responding or not doesn't make any difference anymore
no i dont see any . i only see frust=ation
I'm sorry you =re not capable of loving. I've always tried to ignore what the media w=s saying about you thinking you were my best friend but maybe they are rig=t... I've been so blind, loving someone who had no love for me. So stu=id