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You've always told me that I should learn from my mistakes so now I'm doing a job that pays telling you that it leads to no personal growth and I'm asking you what should I do next in order to grow and your answer is that it's too late and then you ask me to find you escort girls. How am I supposed to learn ???? What's too late about being in my early 20's and wanting to learn ??

I'm not whining, I'm trying to find solutions with you in order to get out of my situation. I am working hard and as I'm telling you working in a restaurant is not in my field of interest but I'm doing it because I've got no other choice. When I worked at Coste I quitted because the atmosphere was awful, full of prostitutes and not very discrete. I've found a job in another restaurant smaller where I'm actually working hard. I'm also continuing to babysit. None of these 2 jobs are in my field of interest, financially gratifying or intellectually stimulating. So since I'm working hard with zero satisfaction I'd like to understand what is the outcome from this.

I'm doing what you told me to do.

Should I become an escort girl ??! Because I've noticed that they have a far better life than I do and earn much, much more. Is this what you wish for me? You took me and then dropped me from a skyscraper. Two years ago I didn't understand nothing about life and you knew it. What I understood from this whole story is that you change girls like you change shoes, use them and throw them away and I was no exception. At least now I've learned that love does not exist.

ask someone else please. what have you learned, nothing it seems you are doing the same things all over again. whining. complaining. no growth story is the same old bullshit. i paid for your schools. you passed up the opportunity to show you can work hard, and as of today all i hear is exactly the same old bull. i have little interest in continuing this. sorry.

Letting a person drawn is not what I call friendship at all. I really trusted you for everything

I have no idea.

i told you to do it 2 years ago. you didn't. had you done so, you would have had my support, you no longer have it. it's simple. you are like a soccer player that wants to kick the ball in the net however the game is over, it's a new time, new game.

please spare me the drama. deal with the fact that you lied stole cheated, and blew the best opportunity of a lifetime. only you are to blame. get over it.