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if you want money for your rent and living you will have to detail what you have and what you need. a part time job as well by mid Feb. as you can I'm sure understand, I hesitate to trust you. I know you realize the mistakes you have made, but it doesn't help me. you will have to work very very hard to regain any sense of trust from me. and the very first fuck up. me and you are history, plain and simple. no support or communication from that moment on.

you had the chance, three times. you were asked to help yourself and be a part of the solution instead of merely asking for money and going to school in order not to have a job. you told me I should not have helped you with money. I should have known better and forced you to work. I shouldn't have listened to your complaining you said. you are capable. pretty and resourceful. giving you charity is not in your long term interest. find a job.

people need to work. that's life. need to not want to. the email I sent from Jan of last year is the same as others. you need to do your part. you are not a charity. the fact that you don't like the idea of working is silly. no one likes it. but they have to do it. so do you. you use school as an excuse not to work, brings no money. just fun. that's what you want. read the email. "you will have to work hard to regain trust" you didn't. you just want to be given things. over and over.

██████████████████████, we had the same silly discussion over and over. and over, you need to work for ██████████ for YEARS. sorry, it's just more of the same.

That is right. You refuse to start. Therefore you will never do anything well and say why? I didn't enjoy it. You need to find a paying job. 200k wasted on giving you what you said would provide a base. You only abused it, didn't work hard and continued to lie. Scream - what does your family suggest. Ask them for charity.

you have brothers and family, work for a year and then ask again, not before

I don't know how to support myself and take care of myself alone. I'll probably end up very badly doing drugs and other shit.