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please don't speak to me like that.

understand this is 100% separate from any =able sale. i have a business partner who does our finances and we are l=unching a working start-up.

you'll hear from me from a dif=erent email next most likely....but threaten me again (in such an ambiguou= way) and i'll stop teaching you about how to have an actual friend.=A0

plus, =our punctuation is abysmal.

i hope to see your first proposal this week,=A0 if not. not good

lets forget it, i have tried all st=ategies so far with no result. the message is ,last time you gave me=excuse after excuse, and at the end zero

there is no excuse. i will send you somet=ing. Jesus. i have done research and am working on it.

you are being ridiculous.

i prefer to just send you money„ =illy, masquerade as i only want to help you, icanpt pretend that im =nterested in the table

so you won't put it in your foyer b/w th= chairs if we make it for you? It's an arduous process and the tabl=s are one-offs. Are you saying we should stop planning the build for y=u?

if you want to help me and send me money, great. i can ev=n give you a real revenue note - we had legal dots drawn up.

but if you want to help me with alternative terms then =ow you need to say if i should keep going or not. i need to keep the bu=iness separate from this. it's important. and smart. and i have = partner.

words. yes. but i am not like other p=ople. I'm admittedly confused by ambiguity and weird punctuation. But =ometimes i say something good.

i have no interest in the table, it was a=dumb acquience , I will send you some money , you will do your=part, or not

i already went to equinox for a consult to m=et people but can't afford the fucking membership now. i have ga=hered other options • which i explore at night after work is done. i=was going to go back to next agency again and talk to your friend next wee=. but i am wary of this. i don't know your life and i don'=t want either of us in trouble.

not being able to talk to sarah was not what i agreed t= when i was at your house. as a business woman i want and have to be e=ficient. this is a side project. and i have better things to figure out=

my life sucks right now. i am sad and poor and scare= and embarrassed of being single again at 40 with a struggling start-up.=A0

i'll do what i can for you for now an= see what i can dig up for your feb return. not b/c i don't want to=disappoint you. just because i have already invested energy and it woul= be stupid to not pursue it now.

just keep your money. dont buy a table yo= don't want.

they are the few assets we have and our =ime is so crunched -i'd rather put my heart into the piece for someone=who was actually going to own it and not have to lie to my biz partner. =A0i would lose money if i made the table for you and spent so much time do=ng this too.

if you decide i can talk to ███, then we can ch=nge the way this all works out for both of us.

this WILL NOT be linked to my business. only to me. I'm not s=upid.