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I am doing my best to try grow up as b=st I know how. The job market is tough and I have to market myself heavily o=line to come close to standing any chance, and that comes with its own conc=rns for me. So I am navigating my way around these issues as best and quick=y as I can. Brock and I are on good terms and l=adore him but he is married for now and living a lifestyle I don't think I c=uld keep up with in a healthy way. I want to h=ve my own job. Yes it is extremely taxing to find but I believe it will do m= good. I am working every day at finding ways to navigate it and trying to b=ild connections. My mom booked to come here for than=sgiving a couple months ago (when I had no idea what would be happening wit= me travel wise) because I thought it would be nice to have company on the h=liday. So she is coming on her way to London where she will be spending mos= of December and Christmas. I love you and thank you=for all you do for me. It is a tremendous help to me in this period of tryi=g to start a career which seems way tougher than I could ever have thought.=I really really really truly see it and appreciate it.
sorry, but i think you should try to move somehwere w=ere the environment is
more conducive
no sure, but we have to take care to=look at where we are, realsiticlally , these schemes to g=t work, school degrees. . visa issues , take a grea= deal of your time energy and creativity. but have t= date produced little in true substance. TIME FOR A CHANG= , no british citizen has a visa isssue in the states. &nb=p; opt school, worry, about perfecting a project rather than me=ely folllowing directions. its getting dangerous for me t= allow you to continue to delude yourself. sorry
If we can take time to look where we are and we find suggestions t=at are not completely anxiety provoking and sudden then that would be nice.=Jeffrey I got not such good feedback from a recruitment agency which is why=l started with a " scheme ". I wanted to talk to you about it in person. Br=tish people have to follow the same laws on OPT. If you enter on esta you I=se OPT, you cant switch between any visa and esta and still keep visa I don=t think.
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swe=theart , you fixation with visa is silly, from the begining you=convinced youself you had an issue. no one ever does or did &nbs=; . school was a way to keep you engaged and happy, =its time .
Hope you snuggled with pink bunny =
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