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find something new to make me feel bad, does that sound right to you, its the same bullshit. as always, just look in the mirror.

i never said you are not grateful, not sure why you are finding it so hard to understand, you think of getting getting getting and then getting, before you told it wasn't about not being grateful now it's the opposite. All the time you find something new to make me feel bad. I'm always asking you if you need something. It's like if you are doing it on purpose.

Ok you are right. I'm a disgraceful, ungrateful, selfish, horrible person

Maybe instead of always criticizing me you could suggest me how to improve as a person