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I will continue to help you financially so don't worry, but .......very very disappointed,

I sent you my contract for Next but no answer. You told me I would make money out of this agency by April but nothing is happening ?! What am I supposed to do ? What should I tell people ? I trusted you 100% for everything and now I feel trapped in a situation that I don't know how to manage full of doubts and insecurities... you have bullshitted me over over and over. yes i will , study yes i will exercise. yes i will be careful with your privacy, . yes i will eat healthy yes i am willing to try hard. I want to go to a good school. I want to be serious about my life. . I will try . I promise. ZERO

I have nothing to say. You are right I'm stupid

I will means I will. I just need time. It's like that. It's a matter of discipline that I'm still trying to find out how to internalize. It's not easy for me and takes time. Honesty should not be confused with irresponsibility...