sorry...

Jeffrey,

I feel so bad right now... The feeling that I didn't reach your expectations and didn't do enough for you to make you happy is killing me. No words can actually express my gratitude towards you. Everyday I am thankful and realize how lucky I was to share all this time and those amazing moments with the most inspiring and greatest man I ever met. Since I have met you my life has changed for the best and I consider you more important than anyone else has ever been for me. When I put my arms around you it feels like home. You have been so kind and wonderful to me. Thank you for influencing me for the better. I am so grateful. I'm sorry if you don't see it because I didn't do enough... I know I am still immature in many different aspects. I am trying to change and learn from my mistakes. I agree when you say that words don't count. For this reason I apologize if my words didn't reflect my acts. Please forgive me, I'll do better next time... I miss you tremendously.

I send you a big, warm hug.