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If you want money for your rent and living you will have to detail what you have and what you need. A part time job as well by mid Feb. As you can I'm sure understand, I hesitate to trust you. I know you realize the mistake you have made, but it doesn't help me. You will have to work very very hard to regain any sense of trust from me. And the very first fuck up, me and you are history, plain and simple. No support or communication from that moment on. Zero.
You had the chance, three times. You were asked to help yourself and be a part of the solution instead of merely asking for money and going to school in order not to have a job. You told me I should not have helped you with money. I should have known better and forced you to work. I shouldn't have listened to your complaining you said. You are capable, pretty and resourceful, giving you charity is not in your long term interest. Find a job.
Everything takes time in order to do it well and if I do something I want to do it at the best. If not I don't do it. You say it takes 5 years, to become a doctor it takes 7 years or more.
People need to work. That's life. Need to not want to. The email sent from Jan of last year is the same as others. You need to do your part. You are not a charity. The fact that you don't like the idea of working is silly. No one likes it, but they have to do it. So do you. You use school as an excuse not to work. Acting school brings no money, just fun. That's what you want. Read the email. "You will have to work hard to regain trust." You didn't. You just want to be given things over and over.
It's not true. I started working with a photographer and he told me that I should do a photography school on the side. That's why I'm telling you. I want to pursue this path but don't know how. When you started helping me 3 years ago I had absolutely no idea of what I wanted to do. My family can't give me charity, my mother has no money and my father is dead. I'm currently living in because I don't have a house anymore.
That is right. You refuse to start. Therefore you will never do anything well and say why? I didn't enjoy it. You need to find a paying job. 200k wasted on giving you what you said would provide a base. You only abused it, didn't work hard and continued to lie. Scream - what does your family suggest. Ask them for charity.