Re:
if you don't want t= let me downm then take a photo and tell me its private and please be=careful with it. or tell me i am concerned . or tel= me your are taking singing lessons with the money i gave you to learn some=hing for me, or tell sorry i made a mistake , not = , i couldn't reach jeffrey, that s why i ddin't tell him. or I know y=u
think its dangersous for me tohave unprotected sex with the guy at t=e gym, but I can tell hes the type that doesn't lie. . &nb=p; I want you to succeed, you look great, your speech is m=ch much better, but your attitude as i told you before has made it di=ficult for you in the modeling biz, ( not that it is the right place for yo=, anyway but it should be your decision , not the agencies.
Jeff please don't be angry with me :( i know l=will get rid off this hardest worst habit of mine :( i promise. It just tak=s a time. I care about you so much. And appreciate everything you are doing=for me. Thank you so much for it. I'm just afraid not to let you down espec=ally with small things like this.. And I do.. :( and I feel awful for it. W=at the hell is wrong with Why am i doing that unpurposely?!?
Now I'm thinking about it. I think I do it to not make people let down. I ma=e excuses when I don't wanna go out with someone. I don't know why it is so=hard for me to tell them: sorry I'm canceling on you today because I'm not i= a mood.
I'm so so so so so so sorry. Please jeffrey, don't loose your trust.
Sent from my iPad
Thank you, really thank=. I flagged this message. It will remind me all the feelings I felt when I l=t you down. Those are the worst feelings ever... I promise you I'll try not=to do it again.
I failed with guy, i failed with words I say. I wish to take thsese bac=.. Or fix them..
However, there is one thing=l can still put back to correct way. <image.jpeg>
Jeff, please this pic is just for you, for no one else. Please, b= careful with it.
I feel comfortable to send it to you. However l=m afraid of internet securities. I'd feel much comfortable if you can delet= after seeing. :*
Please don't loose your trust and patience wit me. =/div>
Sent from my iPad
now one where you smile. &=bsp; and i want to see your ass. whether or not i lose my=trust is up to you.
Aaah...
I lef= home meanwhile ..
Never mind :D
Sent from my iPhone
