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Today I've seen the photographer and he told me he would let me know on Monday if he would take me or not. He was very nice and I think I could learn a lot from him. It would be an internship and I don't think it's paid. I also met a very good friend of Tim Walker last night who told me that he can organize an interview with him in London if I wanted. I have to leave my apartment in a week because the contract is over and I cannot pay anymore and I have nowhere else where to go, basically in a week I'm in the road.

did you receive the 10k I sent?

Yes thank you. The rent I am paying is 1.700 euros, on those 10k I've paid the rent, food, gym, transport... I cannot afford it anymore and the owner wants the house back to rent it long term. In France it is super complicated to find a house with no guarantee and no salary and the house I was renting since now was from a friend. I don't now where to go and I have all my luggages and stuff that I have to move out.

What do I do ?? I cannot afford to pay a rent (if not in 2 months I'm broke), I don't know where to find a house and where to go in a week

Ps: I know I keep contradicting myself in my messages and I feel I have a personality disorder. The truth is that I'm not able to stand on my own feet and I miss you everyday.

I'm still waiting for confirmations from the photographers I want to work for. One is in Paris, 2 in London and another one in Miami. I cannot afford to rent a house in a place without knowing if I will stay in that place or not since I need to move for interviews.

you can live in a model apt? ask the agency? I'm not sure why you keep asking me the exact same question over and over I give you the same answer and then you tell me no I don't want. get a job. that pays money. you have interned at school, at fendi, at alial now another possible opportunity but that has yet to be confirmed. get a paying job. you got money for the gym, didn't go, but paid anyway, took money for parties travel, but not job hunting. want to build your following but refuse to exercise and stay healthy. you have chosen this path. I have no new advice, sorry, it's the same for years now. move in with a bunch of girls. save money, start working somewhere, and then you respond but I don't want to do that for my lifetime, and the silly circle begins again.

The only thing I'm sure about is that if in a week I don't find a place to stay I'm in the road

and you knew this to be true for months. nothing new. Im in meeting will contact you tues