Re: Fwd: Hey

Hey, Sorry I was in such a bummed out mood last night. The load of everything around me has been so intense and seems to just get bigger. Yesterday was super sad losing Manhattan. :( It's still soon for Jen and that causes me stress, I have the awful insanity of ███, how that is going to effect ███ terrifies be every minute, and now I have my sister living with me.

I don't think I'm being very fair to you as well and it is weighing me down. I want to have time for you but at the end of each day I just want to pass out. And then I don't sleep. It's a wonderful routine. ;)

We know how much we like each other. But I am just not able to do a real relationship right now. Would you be up for going back a step to just dating? We would see each other on weekends when we can and focus it on fun stuff. Bringing you into my drama can't be fun for you and it isn't healthy for me either. I could tell you were sad that you couldn't join me in Boulder, but honestly I don't think I could handle staying relaxed with you in town.

Thoughts? xoxo

I hope you still come to LA. I will dedicate Sunday to you so that we have some quality time together. :)

K

U gave to much too quick. As I said u should have come home after 1 max 2 weeks. Now. Just don't even answer his e or calls for 10 days. Leave NOW. In 1 week we will have. A plan for u. As u wont be able to listen now anyway - if u walk- which u must do. Just get on a flight tonight. U have to control this. Its a game. Your losing. Your not even playing. Also turn your phone off. So when it rings its auto to voice mail. Jeff ??