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i have not slept after reading so many emails . It is difficult to descirie as I had spent a great deal of energy only remembering the good.

Its pretty sad

I remember both the good and the bad very well. There are reasons why I loved you and reasons why we are no longer together. I am grateful for what you did and not so much for how much more you said you would do. You set up those expectations. I wouldn't come up with anything like that on my own.

• If you give someone a $100 they should feel happy and grateful. If you give it to them after you promised a $1000, which led them to accumulate expenses in that amount, they may feel a little differently..

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yes , you level of your ungrateful ness, the refusal to look at reality, as to where you started , what you have acheieved and the respobsiblity for both good , and bad. .

when the amount of money actually received is hundreds of thousands of dollars if not more than a million dollars. more than most people make in 25 years. the ridiculous, expectations. of a young person for any more than that , is at its core misguided

You called me 'young' :) ...I haven't heard that since my 19th birthday.