I understand you are confused,,.. please don't call me

I understand you are confused„.. please don't call me a liar, when you say you are going to tell me a story and don't, is that a lie„ you tell me you will dance„and don't., is that a lie„ you tell me you will do fim sex things, and don't is that a lie... no i don't think so... I tried to tell you that the process the other night (pee included) is a good metaphor for my frustration... As opposed to you saying JEffrey , i don't want to dance , but i love you and will try.. so that there is a real effort, would have been very much appreciated„ instead it's no. no. no. i don't care what you want.. I'm not doing it.... the frustration and the stress that accompanies these actions is difficult for me to take at this time,I have told you when you were in eu1rope ,with regard working out.. please don't tell me that see what i have done... my prioiritcs have been clear you return from europe as ifnothing had happened.. you expect me to ignore all that has gone before...I have previoulsy asked you to accept there are consequences for you actions,,,, you choose to ignore this advice„ YOu talk about doing something special with dana,,,, did you explain to her why you left paris, as everyone was clear including her that you hated her.. you come back, and expect her to be helpful.... with no explanation,,, THERE ARE CONSEQUENCES When I send you an e-mail that illustrates the fact tha after asking you to learn how to make breakfast for over a year„ you tell me you spent time wiht lance and Mark... Lance has worked for me , for four moths,,, you have spent less than an hour„ with him...THe issue of trust runs both ways WHY should i trust you, how many times since you know me that I said i would do something for you , and didn't.., how many months have you told me something that is totally under your control and turns out not to be true... What you will find out , and would have seen if you were not- so selfabsorbed , was that I was very ill.. I almost feinted today„I needed oxygen Ghislaine came to help, I didn't want to worry you or involve you , as my testosterone levels, can't handle the stress, YOu don't ask me how I am„ you ask me why I didn't call....you should be ashamed of yourself...