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Either you should attempt to clairfy what you meant by what you wrote or I will assume the worst

I don't see how I have treated you poorly and sorry you feel this way....I have shown you tons of love, I have supported you and given this relationship lots oftime, I have paid for almost all of your expenses the past year and a half, I have paid for your vacations to miami and ibiza, for flights to visit your family, I have treated you with love and respect in the best way I am able to. And for all of that I should be ashamed ofhow I treat you???? I guess you see none of it and it was all for nothing. Then you are right, I am a fool and should be ashamed - fix loving you and being genuine and supportive of you in the first place. You see none of it and only have wicked mean things to say

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you take a loving caring worried concerns as a mean thing,. you scream scream scream at a broken object, but ignore the care and attention you have recieved„ I find it vulgar that you contimue to refer to paying my expenses. .. we are a couple , if i had the money i would pay yours. . iam hurt by your lack ofhelp. , you have lawyers but i am forced to fend for myself and then attacked for doing so..