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You do what you like, but I now am totally confused and don't get the thought process...1) why wait? Why have this heavy weight linger over both of our shoulders? Why not get it done and move on and us be happy? What is there more to think about? Why tourture yourself and me with more gloom and doom from your parents and others rather than move forward? 2) why make it harder on your body? You tell me you are tired, have joint pains, etc...why let that linger and get worse. Also, the facts are your body will start to chage more and more with each passing day making the recovery time greater for your body. Joshua Fink: I just not getting the logic here...but as I said, you do as you like
Joshua Fink: You have known you are preg for a week and a half now...the only logical explanation of you not going on wed is that you really are thinking about potentially running to moscow and being a single mother and want to keep open that possibility...you are not giving that a 0 percentage chance in your head. No other explanation
Joshua Fink: What am I missing here? Please help me understand.. : I m not going anywhere. Specially to moscow. I love you. Just give me some time. I m taking one of the hardest decisions in my life and I got it - that's its "a casual thing" in NY but things don't change overnight. and even the doctor said I don't need to rush, a week is not gonna change anything. Joshua Fink: As you wish...but you just putting an extra week of stress and tension on your shoulders (and our relationship). Letting things linger never good for peace...
Joshua Fink: Please let me know when you have a date as I want to be there for you but I also have work and can't keep being a flake towards my business partners or it will really impact me (I cancel istanbul, meetings in moscow, told tom kaplan I could not join him for a dinner on wed that I will now tell him I can go to, etc). Also, should I be booking holidays for us if you are going to keep waiting etc. Just let me know please...
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