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My biggest fear is ever again resembling the person I had become a few years ago. It took a lot of work to get myself back to my normal; happy and peaceful. It is my responsibility not to let that happen again. I've had a really great time with you these past few months. But the arrangement of random time together and then no sleep and no contact when away, is not enough to keep my balance. It makes me feel cheap and disposable. I hear you say you don't want a girlfriend and I don't want to be in any position below that. Sounds like we're stuck

do you see any consideration of my needs, views, concerns. its all about what you want,

I am so disappointed that's how you see it.

This email came after 6 months of consideration for what you like and want, a lot of fun and being perfect with not one incident of any kind. I hope we can agree on that.

Yes, I could have come up with a better way to bring it up and I panicked. Getting stuck in a position with no future is my candle Sent via BlackBerry by AT&T