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I re read all the emails to confirm my understandimg. and yes„ it was this is what i want , this is your choice, it was i that said we should meet face to face. i have tried to be a great not a good friend. you gave me an ultimatum, this is what i want , even the 2 roads were really, just one with its consequneces. either i am a girlfriendd or you and i no longer share intimacies. if you don't agree we are stuck„ I don't sleep withrandom people, ( Im not sure that random peopple treat you the way I have ) anyway, I agree sex between us is over. I will miss it greatly. however I understand and respect your postion. I want to encourage and help your flying, .I will have other girls on the plane , if this is uncomfotable , in any way, we should n't do it. I f you have an attitude towards anyone that is not professional . and as gracious as larry, no jealous hissy fits. no bad moods. no snide comments you can fly , if not. not.

I don't dispute anything that's in the emails but please don't re-live your life strictly through them . We had a number of conversations on the phone and in person where I asked for your input and didn't get any constructive suggestions. When I said 'I don't sleep with random people', I meant friends. You are clearly not a 'random person' but I think you know that. I understand we are not having sex, and I am going to miss it too, but why be so cold and distant? It's still me

The whole thing doesn't add up...I can't figure it out...

We were getting along great.

You liked spending time with me. You treated me extremely well and I did the same. You could have had me continue acting like a girlfriend. You didn't want to. Ok then, I said let's just be friends, before your trip. I was still friendly and playful at 71st. I was ready to keep my responsibility to fly the trip, just not sex. That made you too uncomfortable. You left for Paris without me. You invited me to fly you from LSJ. You brought Karina to the island. You changed your mind and decided to have Dave fly the leg. You told me it was not because of any guests and either assumed I didn't know or cared. I arrived in a good mood. You sent me an email inviting me to your bed. You were awake and visibly upset and angry when I showed up. You gave me an odd reason for Dave's flight by calling me unreliable. Now you are cold and distant. You even suggested I stay in a hotel with Larry on the island. Does this mean we are not friends?

PS: I have not given you any reason to suggest I am not nice to or care about random girls on the plane. You have no reason to live in the past.

I do not live in thepast.. I relied on you but you decided to give me an ultimatum, either this or else. . nothing more nothing less. I have firnly decided , no mas. I detailed my concerns on flying, m000ds etc. I will give it a try„ but be aware that at the first inkling of a problem ,