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I cannot have any more girlfriends. I am done. I have no interest, The last years have drained me. I am free, and I intend to stay that way, for a very very long time. I am continuing to recover. You and I have been through a lot together.. You have taken much much much more than you have given.. As I have said previously, I should not have let it go on so long. but I was candid and said that I didn't see a need for you to learn the hard way, you and meant too much,, I told you 6 years ago on the beach in Florida. You chose to take advantage of that fact. nag nag nag nag nag nag... it was a good strategy. you got attention, money, an education in life. all you had to do was nag. that is pretty good, I am willing to sit face to face.. I have little to say that I have not said before. numerous times,, all to no avail. I can't believe I put up with so much for so long. It is embarrassing. - for us both. I know for sure that I have no patience left. This is a failing that I have to live with. If you want a face to face, you have been a friend, and I rarely refuse friends..

On Wed, Feb 9, 2011 at 8:19 PM, █████████████████ > wrote:

Ok...that's helpful. You don't need to justify your decisions, it's clear to me you have enough good masons. I only needed you to close the door on our relationship and tell me you know what you're doing. Last time we spoke you were unable to say we were done - you said you didn't know. This was in October. But now it sounds like you finally do know what you want. I have no intentions of changing that so - closed it is. Thank you, ni start synthesizing.

fakistilititiO to sit with you but we don't need to discuss this any further. There are obviously still practical issues that need to be addressed.

PS: We have been through a lot and I mean it when I say I am just as embarrassed about my behavior as you are about putting up with it. There was a lot of negativity I admit to causing, but let's not make it more dramatic than what it was. My intentions were not 'devious'. I was a spoiled brat but there was no master plan to take advantage of you or any "strategic and demonic" tactic to exploit your love. My feelings for you were 100% genuine. There was no strategy driving my uncooperative behavior, jealousy and selfish attempts to keep you all for myself. I can't justify any of that. But I hope you understand that my desire was not to get your money, lifestyle or any other perks, but YOU and, yes, your attention. No more, no less.