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I am concerned that your focus is still on what you didn’t get, not what you did get. No inkling of warmth, caring, only 'I didn't get.' No acceptance of the part you played. You make no connection to an inordinate amount of my saying if you don't contribute, you shouldn’t expect to receive. You have said that after a month you still need more time with | to even make a proposal for [ ] change. Take as much time as you need, in the past you have suggested we transition (your words), I think we should agree on the details, in case our latest attempt fails. I have spent a great deal of time re-reading our correspondence. It is not a pleasant read. I write over and over that I love you, and do not understand how you continue to ignore my needs. You write over and over that it is a new girl that is now in the way, and that is the reason for x not happening. I would like our story to have a happy ending. (no pun intended). You said that one time I didn’t let you read because I wanted you to help. You ask me if I want food in the morning and when hearing no, decide that must mean for the whole day or week. You point to flying as now somehow, I am stunting your growth with a selfish motivation, as opposed to realizing that you have flown over a hundred hours, had help at every turn, but when asked what you do other than things for yourself, suggest instead of answering, that it is the question that is the real problem. As a compromise to your needs, I have had one meaningless conversation with you after another. It is not me, I can't talk about the weather, or what Tiger Woods did, or what thinks. I'm not sure what is driving you, if it is anger, jealousy, fear. On Dec 4, I sent out your scripted email to without question, and like many other things that I have done, merely to placate you, set aside my principles, in an effort to once again demonstrate my commitment to you. And in return---?