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taught me, encouraged me, enabled me, empowered me, made it possible that I , ,, would that describe what has done for jeffrey? I stayed in jail so that I could see you . but didn't pick up your phone calls. I slept with underwear on my head. with filthy blankets. to be able to see you. but kissed me hello in front of henry , Many nights I went to jail early, to avoid more aggravation. what happened to laughing at silly things. playing , pleasure. all took a back seat to , , the princess.( you want control of staff ) brice, the monitor. watch movies alone, no naps, no hugswith anyone but you. negative negative .. ITs all in the emails. I had to stop asking for you to make breakfast , seperate from the one valdson sandswich /Igor would always bring something, our time was very limited, and still , often you complained about someone. you write that I still hired , did you think that never again traveled with us. nevr, why,, because you didn't want it.. if someone made me laugh, they were soon history.