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1. and most important - I , forgive you..truly, . you should get on with it and be peaceful . 2. the strategic, demonic and creative exploitation of my total amd unconditional love for you. was a pretty clever tactic„ and what appears to have been a very successful ,though temporary means to an end.. in other,maybe more familar terms - congragulations You got me !!- you did - good one. 3. Though you attended the lecture on vulnerability , you might have gone to the ladies room when they mentioned that it takes total honesty, not nuanced ambguities, veiled by pseudo -confession to really begin anew.. so that I hope you will find time to fill in the obvious blanks in your email.. (we do not want a written record so that it will have to be face to face).. 4. the Ted lectures have morphed into self flagelation for the successful, however, the successsor conferences entitled ted /med. and for you the ,Khan Academy ,or Apples i-university would i think be more useful. note: The original creator of TED Saul Wurman, will be at my house for lunch this week as he is putting together a new interactive format for these types of conferences. 5. I have a high disdain for petty cliche's ,though they often carry within them some useful nugget of truth. so-- ITs time you forgive yourself. ! Once again that magic mirror that I had often asked you to look , in , the one that actually tells the truth. will laugh when you meekly state that you didn;t deceive me you deceived " us". Id prefer you to just tell me the truth, unvarnished, unexplained, unequivocal. You have taken the first step,

2. what are you referring to? - strategic and demonic exploitation? successful though temporary means to an end?

I am sure I didn't cover everything..) am happy to answer any questions to fill in the blanks.