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I cannot have any more girlfriends.&=bsp; I am done. I have no interest , The last years have drain=d me . I am free, and i intend to stay that way, for a very very long time= I am continuing to recover. You and I have been through a lot=together.. You have taken much much much more than you have given.. As I h=ve said previously, I should not have let it go on so long. but i was cand=d and said that i didn't see a need for you to learn the hard way, you and=celina meant too much„ I told you 6 years ago on the beach in florida.&nb=p; You chose to take advantage of that fact. nag nag nag=nag nag nag.. it was a good strategy. you got attention, money= aneducation in life. all you had to do was nag. that is=pretty good , I am willing to sit face to face.. I have little to sa= that I have not said before. numerous times„ all to no avail. I ca=;t belive i put up with so much for so long. It is embarrassing. - for us both. I =now for sure that I have no patience left . This is a failing that i=have tolive with. If you want a face to face , you have been a frien= , and i rarely refuse friends..

Ok...tha='s helpful. You don't need to justify your decisions, it=E2 s clear to me you have enough good reasons. I only needed you to c=ose the door on our relationship and tell me you know what you'r= doing. Last time we spoke you were unable to say we were done - you sai= you didn't know. This was in October. But now it sounds like yo= finally do know what you want. I have no intentions of changing that so=- closed it is. Thank you, I'll start synthesizing.

I do still need to sit=with you but we don't need to discuss this any further. There ar= obviously still practical issues that need to be addressed.

PS: We have been through a lot and I mean it when I say I am=0Ajust as embarrassed about my behavior as you are about putting up with i=. There was a lot of negativity I admit to causing, but let's no= make it more dramatic than what it was. My intentions were not =98devious'. I was a spoiled brat but there was no master plan to=take advantage of you or any "strategic and demonic" tacti= to exploit your love. My feelings for you were 100% genuine. There was =o strategy driving my uncooperative behavior, jealousy and selfish attem=ts to keep you all for myself. I can't justify any of that. But = hope you understand that my desire was not to get your money, lifestyle=or any other perks, but YOU and, yes, your attention. No more, no less.