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I am waiting, You ask to speak candidly and clearly. I ask what you want and I receive silence a question.

Well, I still have the same questions you said you would answer months later - between our birthdays. That's now.

Had I not left, would you have? Why didn't you? Do you think I shouldn't have?

Going back to Dan's students with choice... I made a decision six months ago that I think was needed at the time. Your passive role and lack of direct answers gives me the impression I don't have to live with that decision and just like the group of students I have the option to change my mind. The fact that I still love you, makes me think I should. Turns out I am no exception to the synthetic happiness rules. So I want you to tell me I'm delusional and simply take the option away or tell me to use it. That is what I want.

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