Ready TO GO

Made it to St Louis.  Thought of bcking out but too late now.  It's the right thing .  I am hurting too much.

Nervous for 1st procedure  in 1 at 9:00 this time ....   didn't think about being this scared already -  getting a Central Line  put in .-- sounds so medical already.  They put you out  a  bit ut then no eatting for the big day.  It  is uncomfortable too - I guess nothing cmompared to  tomorrow.   ?

Please keep up.  Love to you and Sarah