To: jena masquelier From: Lesley Groff Sent Wed 12/7/2011 5:21:04 PM Subject: Re: News Flash Hcy Jena,..1 was just about to text you...sounds like you have been honest with yourself and with Gooch. That is good. I know you have been feeling this way for awhile now. I didn't realize it was for his birthday! I also didn't know 2 other couples are coming (who are they? his friends? or yours? if yours, do I know them?) But the reason I was about to contact you is because an apartment does not look good unfortunately. I rec'd an email this morning asking if we have an apt fora61 Jeffrey wants to stay here for the next 10 days! Such a drag...I wanted to stay in an apt tomorrow night also and that is not going to happen either. I'm so sorry, but I think you better gear up for that hotel. I hope you are doing ok Jena. You deserve to be happy :) I know this is a tough time period for you. You want Gooch to work but it is not a long term relationship in the making... X0 On Dec 7, 2011, at 12:07 PM, jena masquelier wrote: I am now back with a ticket to nyc in my stupid ass hand. I told him to have no expectations of a future as I am fully confused and trying to work thru my unhappiness. He and I always have FUN, therefore, nyc will be FUN. But it's depth and value and meaningful moments that I need to sustain a healthy relationship. I have FUN making a sandwich by myself. Don't need a man for that, especially one who recently I have allowed to bring my spirits DOWN. So, we will do NYC this weekend for his birthday with two other couples and tear that city up at Christmastime and enjoy all its magic. When we return to reality, I'll deal with it. I was uber honest in telling him it was an extremely high risk situation for him. I am no longer going to tolerate any of his BS, and I'm on the road to getting my light and my happy back. I fear I sound like Pam Brewer at the moment and excuse me while I quietly throw up in my mouth on that one. 2012 is going to be a big year of important changes and growth for your crazy as bat shit friend Jena. Namaste, bitches. EFTA_R1_00867403 EFTA02178916