To: eevacation@gmail.com] From: Sent: Wed 1/4/2012 6:34:20 PM My biggest fear is ever again resembling the person I had become a few years ago. It took a lot of work to get myself back to my normal; happy and peaceful. It is my responsibility not to let that happen again. I've had a really great time with you these past few months. But the arrangement of random time together and then no sleep and no contact when away, is not enough to keep my balance. It makes me feel cheap and disposable. I hear you say you don't want a girlfriend and I don't want to be in any position below that. Sounds like we're stuck EFTA_R1_00234549 EFTA01845451